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Name: Kars
B-day: October 20, 1984
Zodiac: Libra
Age: 20
School: De La Salle University

female. libra. roman catholic. music lover. broadway junkie. eccentric artist wannabe. avid movie-goer. internet freak. periodic drinker. non-smoker. chronic drunkard. class cutter. weekend bum. shoe collector. alias fanatic. trying-hard singer. frustrated ballerina. pseudo piano player. infrequent commuter. nonstop texter. former friendster devotee. current blog enthusiast.
Thursday, October 21, 2004

frustration

i'm so frustrated with my mom. i've had my license for over a year now, (and i started driving 2 years ago) and i feel so restricted. she brags of me knowing how to drive, but she doesn't let me go to places on my own. i understand that she's a bit paranoid because of the reckless drivers out there, (or maybe she's just doubting my driving capabilities) but how will i ever learn? when will she ever face her fear? i'm not really that desperate to drive. i only do when i really have to. but there are just some circumstances wherein it would be more convenient for me to bring a car, but she will always find a way out of it. like for example, tomorrow. i suggested that i bring the car to school because my class is at 12:50, and they're leaving at 10. at first she immediately said ok. but i guess after much contemplaion and paranoia, she once again found a way out. then i told her that it's not as if i haven't driven that far ever. and she goes "ikaw lang? wala kang kasama?" --> yun nga eh! how will i ever drive there by myself if she never lets me????? arrrggg...

what irritates me more is that joy (my sister) only had her license for a little less than a year, and when she goes to faraway places (she even reached greenhills...alone), it's okay with them. it's not a matter of her being older, it's a matter of having that experience. i'm just beginning to think that everything she does is okay with them because she's the "summa". so she's probably doing the right things all the time. they should try riding with her, and experience that little recklessness in her.

and jaja, my oldest sister, started driving when she was in 1st year college (she was 18) , to up manila. now lasalle and upm are not really that far apart, is it?

is it because i'm the youngest? remember, i'm 20 now.

it just feels so unfair.

atleast ate kattie trusts me (and sometimes my dad). she always volunteers me to drive for her (although it never really pushes through).

i guess i just have to keep on depending on our driver, titing.


abadudi @ 8:37 PM

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