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Name: Kars
Breathe
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i've said my piece.
but still i gain no response.
is this my fault?
i'm the victim, yet in the end i'm still the one giving in.
a peace of mind from both sides is all i ask.
tsk tsk tsk.
when will this drama ever end?
let's just move on, and close this chapter in our lives.
i know i have, you should too.
hakuna matata
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
a "problem-free philosophy" which we all hope to fully understand and apply especially when you've got so much stress going on in our life (and to think that the stress is not related at all to academics!).
the past week has been hell. i've been feeling a whirlwind of emotions. i don't know what to think, to do, or to say. actually, this is something that can be handled lightly. i can just simply forget about it and move on with my life. but then again, it's easier said than done.
i don't want to give in to desperate people who have nothing important to do with their lives.
i don't want to stoop down to their level.
i don't have to prove anything to anyone.
i don't want this problem to reach its highest peak of severity.
again, i cannot tolerate people lambasting me with information that is based on falsity.
i'm glad though, that at the end of the day, someone's there holding my hand, and making me forget about this chaos surrounding our lives. i have never seen so much sincerity in a person my whole life. :)
an unexpected twist
Thursday, July 07, 2005
you do not know me.
you do not know what's really happening.
don't burden me with your reasons. don't implicate things by blaming me for the lost hope, and his decision in general.
so get over it.
i was dragged into this mess, and i don't deserve it.
i accept your apology. i appreciate that you're happy for me (that's what you say atleast). and i hope that whatever it is that's inside of you (literally and figuratively), it will work out for the best.
i'm putting this behind me.
i'm ending the drama now.
reasons why i'm happy
Friday, July 01, 2005
2. i'm happy with my OVP-ACT family. for once i feel that i belong in the SC ;) for the first time i look forward to meetings, because we just laugh and tease each other the whole time. i'm happy that simoun is a great leader, although overly flamboyant and frolicsome most of the time. he's a great boss, and a great friend. it's been a long time since i've heard the words "i'm just here if you need me" and "if you need a hug, i'm here" (with an uber gay tone, of course!), and surprisingly it came from him. i was touched. :x
3. i'm happy that almost every night, there's someone i can share my thoughts, feelings, and craziness to. :) because he's crazy too. ;P
4. i'm happy that i went out with SG again. i've missed them so much. being with them is actually a stress-reliever. (in that case, i need to see them everyday!!!)
5. i'm happy with my buddies; clang, melai and dax. because we're just so kulit! hehe and we all have one goal...at the end of the rainbow..is a gold thesis award. :D
6. i'm happy to be home. the smell of real food, the sound of my dad's nagging, the fastness of the internet, the space. everything!!