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Name: Kars
B-day: October 20, 1984
Zodiac: Libra
Age: 20
School: De La Salle University

female. libra. roman catholic. music lover. broadway junkie. eccentric artist wannabe. avid movie-goer. internet freak. periodic drinker. non-smoker. chronic drunkard. class cutter. weekend bum. shoe collector. alias fanatic. trying-hard singer. frustrated ballerina. pseudo piano player. infrequent commuter. nonstop texter. former friendster devotee. current blog enthusiast.
Thursday, November 25, 2004

remember my raging lit teacher? well, today there had been another eruption encounter.

it was yet another boring literature class. the same people rasing their hands. students basically nonchalant to what he's saying upfront. apparently my southwest mate could not take it anymore, so for lack of a better thing to do, she started toying with her bracelet. at the sight of this, my teacher interrupted the discussion with a sermon.

what are you doing? get out of the classroom!! i have been pissed with you since day 1. get out!! i don't want to see your face here ever again!!


she was then repeatedly saying sorry. then when she stepped out, he said:

BITCH!

then he let out a fag sigh.

well, it takes one to know one.


abadudi @ 1:11 AM
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Monday, November 22, 2004

MOVE it!

last weekend, i was in batangas with my co-MOVERS. MOVE for emerging leaders is a yearlong leadership training program for students who have quite a high average and have the leadership potential. out of the whole lasalle population only 15 were chosen. and *ahem*, yours truly is part of this program. haha yak ang yabang!! anyway, we had our module 2 last weekend in batangas. it was really a blast! although all of us aren't that close, we really had our UBE (ultimate bonding experience) moments. and i'm really happy that i've continued with this program. apart from getting to know 14 other people, there are so many things that i have learned about myself, about others, and about processes and leadership/behavioral styles.

these are just some of the highlights of the seminar:
- i had one roommate, her name is ruth. she's a really cool person, not to mention very smart. anyway, friday night was ghost stories night. all 15 of us stayed in one room, and they all shared their experiences with the spirits of the other world. it was really creepy because ruth (my roommate!) and cherry had a third eye. meaning they had first-hand experiences with these ghosts. anyway, when we got back to our room at around 11:30, ruth and i chitchatted for a while (not!) and stayed up until around 2. when we woke up at 6, she was the first to take a bath. suddenly, i heard her saying "kars, can you come see this?" at first i was like, "what would that be? a dead cockroach? a dead rat? what?" when i peeped inside the bathroom, to my surprise i found something written on the wall (on the tiles of the wall). RUTH. I started to shriek, and we ran outside of the room and saw rina. i couldn't believe it. it was hella freaky! we (me, ruth, rina, jj, and cent) went inside the room again to check it out. it wasn't actually written, it was CARVED. later in the day i found out that ruth woke up at around 4 am and saw a girl ghost sitting on my bed. holy shit!! she tried to keep it from me so as not to scare me, but cherry couldn't keep it to herself and she had the courage to tell me. CREEPY!! don't wanna talk about it anymore. it's my first close encounter yet, and i can't get over it!!

- melai divulged one of her deepest and darkest secrets. i couldn't believe it! anyway, i can't say, so i'll just shut up.

- bien waking up in the middle of the night, sitting up straight, and shouted "It's so hard!!" apparently, she was sleep talking. COMEDY!!

- amazing race ala MOVE! dalandan vs. grape mentos! and we won!

- cherry: ano ba yung orgy?
me: group sex!
bien: (in a seducing voice) do you want an example? (she didn't mean it that way pala!)
*melai suddenly waking up and freaking out!


abadudi @ 7:11 PM
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i cried myself to sleep last week
for a reason i cannot disclose

genuine UNhappiness.

when i woke up, i heard a silence in my heart

emptiness.


abadudi @ 6:59 PM
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Friday, November 12, 2004

it's been roughly 2 weeks since my last post here. things have been pretty hectic, but fun nevertheless. last night was PASICATCHAN 2004. it's a pre-CCS day event..a contest showcasing the talents of compsci students in singing, dancing, and playing in a band. even though i am not a compsci student, pretty much my heart still belongs with them. ironically, i emceed the event, together with tuesday and franz. the whole night was really a blast, but the whole thing just made me realize how much i miss the ccs people. i don't regret shifting, because it's my future we're talking about here. but i guess i just miss them...everything about them...they're all just so humble and simple...with fresh smiles on their faces everyday, even though they're all blowing their heads off for their maching project deadlines, and thesis proposal submissions...and while i was watching the "huling hirit" video (a tribute to the graduating students), i felt kinda melancholic because i won't be graduating with the people i'm closest to. (and i won't be on that video! haha just kidding!) i'm really proud of my batch and what they have become. all of their performances last night were sooo great! electrifying! i don't think it's really about the competition. the point is, we've got talent, and we wanna show them to the whole world. another thing i'm sad about is that i wasn't able to dance and sing with them. awwww...but it was fun watching them from the backstage!

long weekend is here and i'm soooo happy! time to rest, time to be a bum...sounds good!!

but i have to contemplate on something for the weekend...something that will have a significant change in my life for the next year...*sigh* and i thought i was gonna have the opportunity to relax my mind...guess i thought wrong...


abadudi @ 5:32 PM
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